i hope you guys find me again. i know there werent a lot of you, but it was nice to know i wasnt all the way alone. i dont know why my other blog stopped working i got a little scared and just left it.
still having the dream. when im in the dream, shes the prettiest girl in the world, and i really want to touch her and smell her hair. i never thought about girls like that, i started to think maybe i was gay or something? but i dont get hot about anyone else like i get about her.
like, not even about boys anymore.
oh yea, and josh broke up with me, i guess cuz i was thinking about the girl in my dreams. i feel bad, i really liked him. not enough to not talk about her, tho. he just didnt understand.
i feel like no one understands. like, i know other peeople have the same dream sometimes, its all over the internet about people like that, but i dont know if anyone has ever had this dream. like, am i the only one that sees her, what does she mean. is she par tof me like the dream books says, or is she someone outside of me.
sometimes people do a thing called dreamwalking. like, indians and stuff did that, and i guess it feels like shes not really me, so maybe shes calling from somewhere else.
if you didnt see my other blog - the one that got shut down, idky - ive had this dream about this gorjious woman for a year now, someimes every night, sometimes only once a week. i miss her when i dont have it, even thought its stupid and simple and nothing ever happens. shes just sitting there, and shes trapped and chained up, and she seems so sad but shes not scared or antying, she just wants out. and i think im supposed to help her or something, but i dont even know what she needs.
i just like being near her every time i dream of her i get closer to her, like it takes all this time while im awake to move in the room were in.
my dad just got home, i gotta go. ill tell you more later. i hope you all find me again
